Stop me

I see no light at the end of the tunnelĀ 

I’m too far in

I can’t get out

Just darkness caved in around me now

It’s eating my soul

I do nothing to stop it

I let it consume me whole

I used to fight

Dig my nails into these walls

Trying to find a way out

Everything is repeating in my head

They won’t shut up

It’s like a song that never ends

It only repeats

On and on a dreadful song

I shut it up

But only for a moment

Then it comes back louder than before

I can’t see

It’s too dark

I can’t see

They have me

I can’t see

I’m numb now

I can’t see

I feel complete

It’s too late for me now

I can’t thinkĀ 

Fuck

Even my poetry is shit