Ugh..

Isn’t it weird how you’re whole mind and body can be screaming to tell someone something but you didn’t. Only because you were too chicken to tell them the truth. You were too afraid. This is my life in a nutshell. -sigh-

I hope you saw it. I hope you read it. I hope you’re going to do it. Because if not I will probably end up feeling like shit and resort to doing something really fucking stupid again.I hate how attached I can get to someone..

So now I’m off…to sit here and listen to The Wedding Present (Seamonsters is practically my life) and hope….hope so very much for something that’s not going to happen.